Friday, April 4, 2008

Aren't goals suppose to be fun?

I have a coworker Mr. Cerebral who is hell-bent on me finding a suitable hook-up partner for the spring and summer season. He is pretty much all about free-love and am disgusted with my lack thereof. However, I am a little skeptical about finding a Mr. Right Now for Fun and am more looking for Mr. Forever, so I have decided to meet him halfway. We have decided on separating these needs into short-term goal and long-term goal. For example, deciding to do eharmony goes more towards the long-term goal, yet going out on a Friday night to a bar would help aid in the short-term goal department.

So far I am failing miserably at both because basically I am just a really picky person and have problems committing to something unless it just sucks me in. Truth be told my heart is somewhere else in a dead-end zone going absolutely nowhere, but I know I must trudge onward.

Anyway, I have pretty much closed half the matches I get on a daily bases from eharmony and am avoiding a potential Mr. Fun because his voice sounds like Jerry Lewis.

It's sufficient to say that I am NOT having fun am bored with the whole process. I guess I am old-fashion and delusional to think that the right thing will just come along when I least expect it. The best most amazing relationships I have had have happened by chance...so is it too far off to believe that my love-life will continue this way?

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